ice prince

i dont like shit, i dont go out 

but when i do, i'm the weakest 
 and it's better to go home and not embarrass myself anymore       
with my sloppy attempts                                       
to "act natural"and "have a chat"and "be cool"                                                       

i'm at my best 1 on 1 
but i've been thinking lately
that my best is really bad

nevertheless  i really really really like you
so much
you have no idea