life over there is going pretty well without me, it actually looks a lot better. maybe I was the one ruining it for everybody else. I;m just a miserable person, no matter where I am and who I am with.
- just jump off a cliff already, you know you've been thinking about it for a while now.
 thing is .. the possibility of an actual loving arm appearing is kinda tempting, guess I will stick around for the next two months at least.