malingerer

may be if I stand still for a while. I should wait and concentrate, focus.
work, don't get distracted. otherwise it is all a waste. pull it together
I got tomorrow coming
five minutes passed time to make a slight move to the right then may be a walk to the kitchen
amm,..what are you doing there? this is not your spot and you can't do that
say, you a pussy or somethin?
I stretch my back and I locate the position of the red head
now I see a red sock and a sad, confused person.
 She has some sort of boyish charm, she is clean and different. I like her sense of humor, her hair is nice and really black. this is beautiful and it should stay that way and I should just find someone like me - a desperate, lonely insomniac. I can't actually imagine being with her, the moment she sees the way I live my life, she will surely get as far away from me as possible.
I'm losing my mind here
its spilling I have white wine at home
what exactly is it