Benny?

shte otida na gosti na nqkogo zavinagi. ne iskam da se vryshtam veche. teen parties? sounds like it's all downhill from here. dnes izpih 1.5 litra voda. vchera syshto. vchera syshto. vchera syshto. kraino vreme beshe da probvam i drugi technosti osven alkoholni. tqloto mi me izostavq, pisna mu ot glupostite mi. cqloto go boli. dava mi znaci, ama az ne shta da znam.

My love wanted to kill me cause I didn't want to give him a taste of real life. He was so disappointed. But I knew it was the right decision. He was like a spoiled child and that is why I rejected him. Not a child even, he didn't seem human at all. Looking at his beautiful face and caressing him. Looking at his beautiful face, caressing him, I was overwhelmed with the most noble, amazing  feelings. I still said no. He disappeared. But I could feel him, preying on me. I felt paralyzed. I knew it was unavoidable so I just laid there. I've seen him do it before, I've watched it in a movie.

 i totalno shte se otdalechim.,,ciao, bella! smoke&drink&cry&go to sleep. repeat. kak me izlyga samo, po dqvolite.